[Verse 1] Woke up feeling like a glitch again Same dead loop I’m living in Every thought’s a broken record spin Saying “you’ll never fix this mess you're in” Mirror talks but I don’t recognize That hollow face with tired eyes I’m so sick of all these alibis I built to keep me paralyzed [Pre-Chorus] I’m sick of dancing with my doubt Screaming but no sound comes out I tried to burn it to the ground But I’m still here right now [Chorus] I’m not okay but I’m getting there Clawing my way through the static air Every scar’s like a flare in the night Yeah, I’m learning how to fight I’m still lost but I’m moving slow Through the wreckage I call my home If I break, if I bend, I swear I’m not okay—but I’m getting there [Verse 2] Pills and promises I couldn’t keep Buried all my fears too deep Every time I try to sleep I hear the ghosts I used to be I’m rewiring every part of me Cutting cords that used to leash It hurts like hell to finally see I’m not who I was meant to be [Pre-Chorus] I’m done with feeding the disease That made a home inside of me I’m learning how to fucking breathe Without the enemy [Chorus] I’m not okay but I’m getting there Clawing my way through the static air Every scar’s like a flare in the night Yeah, I’m learning how to fight I’m still lost but I’m moving slow Through the wreckage I call my home If I break, if I bend, I swear I’m not okay—but I’m getting there [Bridge / Breakdown] (Spoken/half-scream) Say it louder— “I don’t wanna live like this!” (Scream) I’m tearing out the wires in my brain I won’t be numb, I’ll feel the pain If healing hurts then let it rain— I’ll wash away the old mistakes [Final Chorus] I’m not okay but I’m getting there Yeah, I can feel something in the air Not a cure, not a perfect repair But I’m breathing—still I swear I’m still lost but I found a spark In the ruins, in the dark If I fall, I’ll come back aware I’m not okay—but I’m getting there
