[Verse 1] I kept my face too calm while they kept score of bruises names like nails in my mouth I learned to swallow usage They took the room, the years the way I laughed in hallways Now every prayer I kept comes back in harder ways [Pre-Chorus] I seen the ash on your hands I seen the grin turn thin You dug your own cold pit now the sky leans in [Chorus] happiness is seeing your lifelong attackers get struck with actual lightning from actual archangels (actual lightning) I let go I let go Your crowd falls quiet now I let go [Verse 2] You wore your little crown like pain was yours to pass on I carried every laugh like stones inside my back pocket But the ledger's flipping fast and I can hear it turning What you built on my name is coming down, burning [Pre-Chorus] I seen the ash on your hands I seen the grin turn thin You dug your own cold pit now the sky leans in [Chorus] happiness is seeing your lifelong attackers get struck with actual lightning from actual archangels (actual lightning) I let go I let go Your crowd falls quiet now I let go [Bridge] No more chains in my chest No more living for the wound I watched the heavens move and they came for you Not my hands not my rage Just the bill come due I stand here, clean and still as the thunder splits in two [Final Chorus] happiness is seeing your lifelong attackers get struck with actual lightning from actual archangels (actual lightning) I let go I let go Your crowd falls quiet now I let go
