┌───────────────────────────────┐ │ © 2026 PRECISION │ │ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED │ │ COPYRIGHTED WORK │ │ SUNO REUSE: FORBIDDEN │ └───────────────────────────────┘ [Hook] Every month I'm getting tagged in somebody else's big day Standing on the sideline while my whole world walks away Not hating on nobody's happy ending, I just tell it how it went Quit asking when it's my turn, that shit already spent Held the right woman once in my life, ain't know what I had Now I carry what it cost me, and it's driving me mad [Verse 1] I open up the app and there's a ring up on a hand I'm happy for my people, that's the part you understand It ain't about them winning, I ain't mad at what they found It's what it does to me when I put my phone back down I sit there in the quiet and I feel it hit my chest Like something's asking questions that I never can address I had the right one once, I swear I held her in my hand Ain't know the weight of what I had until I lost my stand Now I'm the guy that gives advice on love he couldn't keep Preaching what I practice never, staying up when I should sleep Everybody tells me it'll happen when it's time I stopped putting my whole life inside somebody else's line I know I'm partly why this happened, I ain't gon pretend I'm not But knowing why don't heal it, knowing why's the only shot I got at understanding why I built these walls this high So I'm tearing 'em down slow, even when I don't know why [Hook] Every month I'm getting tagged in somebody else's big day Standing on the sideline while my whole world walks away Not hating on nobody's happy ending, I just tell it how it went Quit asking when it's my turn, that shit already spent Held the right woman once in my life, ain't know what I had Now I carry what it cost me, and it's driving me mad [Verse 2] Let me talk to myself for a second, is that alright? You keep saying you want steady but you run from steady light, No, scratch that, run from people when they finally get too close You keep score on old mistakes like you're still counting up what's owed You forgave the one who hurt you, easier than yourself You put the blame on every shelf except the one you built yourself I ain't perfect, never said I was, ain't asking to be seen I'm just done pretending I'm the innocent in between Every wall I built to guard me damn near buried me alive And I'm digging through the rubble just to feel like I'm alive Ain't chasing no attention, ain't chasing no quick fix I just want it steady, want it solid, want it fixed But solid don't get built with one hand on the door It takes both of us moving, not one keeping score I know that now, took me long enough to say it out loud Ain't ashamed to say it either, ain't got room for the proud [Hook] Every month I'm getting tagged in somebody else's big day Standing on the sideline while my whole world walks away Not hating on nobody's happy ending, I just tell it how it went Quit asking when it's my turn, that shit already spent Held the right woman once in my life, ain't know what I had Now I carry what it cost me, and it's driving me mad [Bridge] Every month, every month, every fucking month Same picture, same caption, same feeling that I front Like I'm fine, like I'm fine, like I'm fine But I'm standing on the sideline every single time I had it, I had it, I had it in my hands Didn't know what I was holding till I couldn't understand Why it's gone, why it's gone, why it's still gone Still trying to figure out where exactly I went wrong [Outro] I don't need the answer tonight, I just needed to say it Needed to hear it out loud instead of just replay it Maybe next month's a different name, a different date, a different door I ain't scared of that no more Not like before ┌───────────────────────────────┐ │ © 2026 PRECISION │ │ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED │ │ COPYRIGHTED WORK │ │ SUNO REUSE: FORBIDDEN │ └───────────────────────────────┘
