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My FEAR...

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[Intro – Acoustic Piano, Ambient Strings] My fear walks beside me No face, just a silence that won’t leave Every piece I try to place Feels like a shadow of your face --- [Verse 1 – Slow Rap, Broken tone] I talk to the walls like you’re still in the room Light flickers out like a memory too soon Used to your laugh echoing through Now all I hear is this permanent gloom Photos in drawers I don’t dare unfold Voice in my head sayin' “Brother, be bold” But how can I be when the light of my life Got ripped away in the blink of a night? Walking through static, the world gone dim Vision’s gone black, every edge feels grim I’m the blind man now with a puzzle of glass Tryin’ to fix what shattered too fast --- [Pre-Chorus – Melodic Vocals, Swelling Pads] A thousand pieces and I can’t see Where they go, where you used to be I reach out to touch but it’s just thin air My fear is the only thing always there --- [Chorus – Melodic Hook, EDM Build Begins] My fear don’t sleep, my soul don’t heal This hole in my chest is too damn real You were my light, my brother, my guide Now I’m lost on this road with no one beside I’m stumbling, screaming, falling each year My hands shake hard with the weight of my fear Every day’s just a war with the past But I hold tight to the love that will always last --- [Verse 2 – Fast Rap, Trap Beat Drop] 1 AM, ghost in the hall Feels more like you than my mirror at all Crackin’, gaspin’, crashin’ again Spillin’ my truth with a pad and a pen Used to bend, now I just break Grief like a storm I can’t outpace Shards of dreams on the floor I dropped Reality hit and the whole world stopped They say time heals — that’s a lie It teaches you how to cry dry How to fake smiles, breathe through shakes Hold it together till your backbone breaks I see you when I blink too long I hear you in a half-sung song Each corner of peace is a fight Each breath in the dark chokes tight --- [Bridge – Cinematic Strings, Echoed Whispered Vocals] You were more than blood, you were breath to me Now the air feels like it's drowning me I reach for you in my sleep at night But you're gone, and nothing feels right --- [Verse 3 – Rap Climax, Gritty Delivery] I’m rippin’ through days like pages torn Heart still bleeds from the moment I mourned Each step’s a burden, each breath is war What’s the point of living when I ain’t yours? Your shoes don’t walk, but they still sit Your name still burns like a slow-lit wick Script ain’t mine, and I can’t rewrite You were the light — now I’m lost in night This pain ain’t ink — it’s a branded flame This fear ain’t fear — it knows my name I scream in crowds, but I’m never heard So I put my truth in every word --- [Final Chorus – Vocal Runs, Full Arrangement] My fear don’t sleep, my soul don’t heal This hole in my chest is too damn real You were my light, my brother, my guide Now I’m lost on this road with no one beside I’m stumbling, screaming, falling each year My hands shake hard with the weight of my fear But I sing loud ‘til the silence breaks And I carry you with every note I make --- [Outro – Fading piano, Breath FX, Whispered Trail] Still holding pieces, blind but true Still chasing echoes just to find you My fear’s my shadow, my song, my tear And every beat I write — you’re here