[Verse] I go from angry to sad to understanding you Then feeling strong enough to carry this through Here I’m still kneeling down on my knees Do anything to fulfill you and please. [Chorus] Holding space—but how long can it last Each second with you breaks my walls down so fast Is this threadbare hope or a tide too rough How do I know when enough is enough Loving you is killing me x2 [Verse 2] I breathe in your words like they're paper thin Your lies are a maze I get lost within Is it silly are you wicked? Am I craving the sting Why does my heart hush what my mind tries to bring [Chorus] I see you and I'm a shadow of me Caught in a loop that never sets me free You devour me raw then send me to the cold No apologies your charm never grows old Loving you is killing me x2 [Bridge] I swore I was stronger I swore I'd break ties But your sweet serpent tongue keeps me hypnotized Each kiss a betrayal yet a vow in disguise How much longer until I open up my eyes Loving you is killing me Loving you is killing me. [Verse 3] I deserve better the stars whisper it's true Still my head screams silence whenever I’m with you A rush fills my veins but it’s poison mixed deep My reflection grows distant in the secrets you keep
