[Intro] Mm [Verse 1] pink scars all over my body again everybody's laughing I just fake it with them high rise city glows can't tell anymore which place is home I've got perfect pictures of nights I can't remember good makeup over emotional weather you look at me like I'm doing alright but my mind gets dark when the room gets quiet [Pre-Chorus] you ask me where I go when I disappear like that truth is I don't even know how to answer that [Chorus] pink scars on my skin again whole world loud while I'm in my head everybody loves the girl they see but nobody knows what’s been done to me long nights fake highs night terrors good disguise you hold me close while I'm mentally somewhere else trying hard to come back to myself [Verse 2] champagne on the counter heels kicked off at your house you say I look beautiful like that's supposed to help while I stand there in the mirror trying to recognize myself I got way too good at acting unaffected half the time I don't even feel connected everybody wants the version that's easy to love not the girl who stays awake thinking way too much [Bridge] sometimes I think something's wrong with me how can everything look perfect and I still feel empty? [Final Chorus] pink scars blurred lines late nights lost time high rise city glow can't tell if I'm home everybody loves the girl I pretend to be but nobody hears what my mind sounds like when I can't sleep pink scars on my skin again whole world loud but I'm in my head [Outro] still awake still smiling still in my head
