[Intro] Dry-swallowed pills Lit up on the steps Smoked down to the filter Then lit the next [Pre-Chorus] But when I saw it, I held my mouth I felt the pressure mount But the more I tried to bury it The more it clawed out [Chorus] Now it’s here The hand I never thought would find me Close enough to turn me into dust behind me, a monster [Verse 2] The rain came down It came down and down I held my hands out And started to frown I wanted nothing To disappear I held so tightly Now nothing’s here [Pre-Chorus] I begged the dark to spare me I made my shrine of doubt But the more I tried to bury it The more it clawed out!! [Chorus] Now it’s here The hand I never thought would find me Close enough to turn me into dust behind me, a monster [Bridge Rant] I can hear it in the pipes I can see it in the stain Every thought I made a prison Every prayer became a chain If I let it live in silence Maybe it would fade away But I made a home for nothing And now nothing wants to stay [Chorus] Now it’s here The hand I never thought would find me Close enough to turn me into dust behind me, a monster
