[Verse 1] Quiet house, ticking on the wall Counting cracks in the hallway floor One more time, just to make it sure Hands are clean but my mind's still dirty Whispers say if I slip, I fall [Pre-Chorus] And it comes like a freight train, low and slow Pressing on my chest so no one knows [Chorus - heavy, cinematic trap / heavy rock] I am not the strongest God knows I'm not made of stone But these two feet are all I've got When the pressure pulls me under When my head won't let me go I stand, even shaking, on my own On my own, on my two feet on the floor [Verse 2 - dry, close-mic, glitch-hop vibe] Loop, loop, loop inside my skull Lock the door, check it, four times more Say a prayer that don't work no more Every shadow is a loaded gun Trying to breathe with a tight-closed throat [Pre-Chorus 2 - builds] It reminds me I'm human, I'm breakable Not a savior, just unstable [Chorus - major, horrorcore gothic] I am not the strongest I break, I bleed, I know But these two feet are all I've got When the circus in my brain screams louder Than the voice that says "let go" I stand, even shaking, on my own On my own, on my two feet on the floor [Bridge - acoustic only, completely silent room, whisper to scream] If I fall, let me fall honest Not 'cause the ritual told me so If I stand, let me stand honest Not perfect, just still here though Still here though... [Breakdown - industrial, heavy] Tick - check - breathe - repeat Tick - check - breathe - repeat GET OUT OF MY HEAD [Final Chorus - stripped back again, just guitar and voice] I am not the strongest And tonight that's enough to know That these two feet are all I've got And it's heavy, God it's heavy But I'm learning to carry the load I stand, even shaking, on my own On my own On my two feet on the floor
