I think about it, I do Speak it out loud But I don’t tell the ones who’d pull me through A void inside, an insatiable pull I’ve always known the cost Of facing what I’ve lost Do I deserve these feelings? Have I built this hell? I don’t want to grow old if not with you But time will move without us two Do we keep at this climb? Should we let go for peace of mind? Some call it apathy Some call it regret But it’s been a years‑long struggle A drive to escape, a way to protect You and what you have left I’ve hidden from the truth so long Never listening to what pain was about Do I deserve this feeling? Have I built this hell? I don’t want to grow old if not with you But time will move without us two Do we keep at this climb? How much more? How much time? Your scars They make you, you My guilt from those scars makes me, me My sharpest edges cut you too I’m sorry I’m so sorry You’ve been weathering my storm I don’t want to grow old if not with you But time will move without us two Are we almost at the peak? I know I have left you broken and weak. I’m sorry I’ve put us here In this cage where no light shines Where no tears dry I’m sorry… so sorry But I still don’t want to grow old if not with you
