Who gave you permission To live inside my fucking head? Who let you rearrange the things I thought I'd understood? I can't distinguish what is mine From everything you left behind There's no escape from something That was never fucking alive I wake up arguing with nothing Defending things I never said A thousand fucking accusations Rehearsing circles in my head You call it overthinking I call it psychological warfare You never needed to be present You left yourself everywhere My perception is collapsing My reflection doesn't fit I keep correcting my existence Just to make some fucking sense of it What is real? What is real? Who gave you permission To live inside my fucking head? Who let you rearrange the things I thought I'd understood? I can't distinguish what is mine From everything you left behind There's no escape from something That was never fucking alive Your version of the world Doesn't fucking fit with mine You bend the truth until it breaks Then blame me for the lines You built a cage from explanations And called the prison peace Now every thought becomes a courtroom And I'm the fucking guilty piece I question every conversation I question every memory How much of me is still myself? How much did you take from me? GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD! I NEVER INVITED YOU IN! YOU MADE A HOME OUT OF MY DAMAGE! AND CALLED IT DISCIPLINE! YOU FUCKING PARASITE! YOU DON'T GET TO DEFINE ME! NOT YOUR VOICE! NOT YOUR TRUTH! NOT YOUR FUCKING REALITY! Am I remembering? Or am I repeating? Am I believing? Or am I bleeding? Who gave you permission To live inside my fucking head? I spent my life defending thoughts That you had planted there instead Your reality was never mine Your broken rules were never divine And if I have to tear apart Everything you left inside THEN LET IT FUCKING BREAK! I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING REFLECTION! I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING REFLECTION! Not yours... Not yours... I don't know Which thoughts are mine anymore But I know one thing You don't belong here.
