Alphabet Soup

[Verse 1] My brain’s the crouton Sharp little spark Central Nervous System is broth Keeping me warm in the dark IB and a dash of S in the bowl CFS in the steam CSS and OCD All circling my scheme TMJ in my jaw MCS in the air HSD in my steps But I’m still right there [Pre-Chorus] When the nerves go thin I can feel the tilt I taste the balance In the way I’m built Vagus, stay steady Don’t pull me apart I’m stirring in circles I’m learning the art [Chorus] It’s my soup It’s my soup I smile and I tune it true It’s my soup It’s my soup It's me through and through Croutons don’t drown They learn the flow Croutons don’t drown They soften slow [Verse 2] My mind is the crunch On the edge of the bite Not made to disappear Not made to fight I work on the recipe Heat and a spoon The right kind of rhythm The right kind of room Some days I’m floating Some days I sink But even the stumbling Can still help me think I reed my own weather I listen close Balance in the bowl Is what I need most [Pre-Chorus] When the world gets loud And the body complains I don’t call it failure I follow the gains Small adjustments A little less strain A steadier table A gentler frame [Chorus] It’s my soup It’s my soup I smile and I tune it true It’s my soup It’s my soup It's me through and through Croutons don’t drown They learn the flow Croutons don’t drown They soften slow [Bridge] And if the broth runs hot I cool it with care If the bowl gets heavy I don’t leave it there Vagus, keep moving Through ache and through ease I’m not here to conquer I’m here to receive [Final Chorus] [Chorus] It’s my soup It’s my soup I smile and I tune it true It’s my soup It’s my soup It's me through and through Croutons don’t drown They learn the flow Croutons don’t drown They soften slow It’s my soup It’s my soup On the low and low It’s my soup It’s my soup I smile and I tune it true It’s my soup It’s my soup It's me through and through