Verse 1: They don't know I'm still in the group chat Think I left or muted it last year Emma said I'm getting worse, Lucy agreed Sarah sent a laughing emoji at 2am Saw them all at Tesco yesterday, they hugged me Chorus: I know the shit you said I know the shit you said Verse 2: They planned drinks for Friday without me Debated who should tell me they're busy Decided nobody would, safer that way I texted the group saying hope everyone's good Three of them hearted it Verse 3: Lucy wrote six paragraphs about my drinking Emma said she's worried, can't watch anymore Sarah said I need professional help, not friends I ran into Lucy at the pharmacy, she asked me for coffee I said yes, we're meeting Tuesday Chorus: I know what you said I know what you said Verse 4: There's a whole thread about my ex How he dodged a bullet, how I'm unhinged Emma sent screenshots of my Instagram stories Forty-two messages analyzing my behavior She liked my post this morning Verse 5: They discussed staging an intervention Sarah volunteered her flat, Lucy said she'd research tactics Emma said maybe we just let her hit rock bottom I showed up at Sarah's birthday with wine She cried when she saw me, said she missed me Chorus: I know the shit you said And I'm never telling Bridge: Sometimes I type responses Long paragraphs confronting every lie Then I delete them, stay quiet Watch them plan around me Because this way I know This way I'm certain This way when they smile at me I know exactly what it costs them And I've got Emma's abortion that her fiancé doesn't know about And I've got Sarah fucking her boss for the promotion And Lucy's DUI that she paid someone to take the blame for I screenshot everything, I save everything And I'm waiting I'm fucking waiting Verse 6: Sarah posted a photo of all of them together Tagged it with "family," I wasn't in it I commented "gorgeous," she replied with hearts Then wrote in the chat "she doesn't even realize" I screenshot everything Verse 7: Emma texted me privately last week Said she's here if I need to talk I said thank you, you're such a good friend Went back to the group chat, she'd written "she's exhausting" Read it three times Final Chorus: I know the shit you said I know the shit you said Every word Every fucking word And I'll smile at your wedding And I'll cry at your funeral And I'll never tell you That I know
