[Verse 1 – Stan Spiral Begins] Tryin’ to Stan up Hit the Man up Shouted at his house Tryin’ to arouse: Share your leer ... ick Clear ... ick ... magic Guess he ain’t here Went walkin its clear diss made him lose it then Some cops yelled: “Shit! You look kinda Shady!” “I don’t live, ... hear— My voice? It’s clear.” “He does look dead ... in the eyes,” one cried— “And I think he’s rhyming… while being Muhrandized!?” [Verse 2 – Cult Relic Confessional] They searched my coat, found a zine and a thread Said “He’s quoting Hey Ya! and he’s out of his meds.” I said, “I’m not sick—I’m inspired by dread.” “Tell Andre I’m ready to spiral instead.” Texted Andre like “let’s start a cult one day…” When he ghosted me, I asked: Can we at least be… Say’in more than the wordsin [Vocal - thoughtful - annunciated carefully] words in ...? ... …word’s sin...? .. Word. Sin. Ah fuck—I’m spiraling again. [Verse 3 – Arrest Scene Breaks Down] What was that thought? I blow another? ... shot Myself in the foot. ... Tryna suck it—was no good. As they place the cuffs I look at you real rough And I say: “Still here?” [vospoken] I scream trying to break those cuffs… [Spoken Voice – Flat, Godlike] You can’t break those cuffs. Can’t break those cuffs. Can’t. Break. Those. Cuffs. [Verse 4 – Relic Seizure & Bush Scene] They took my finger Prince— Puppet. Then my incense. Home raid. Kool-Aid. Just a drink—why the shade? They saw my third eye— Laughed and cried Fell sideways, wheezed. This moment? I seized. So I ran outside, Found a place to hide… Picked the wrong bush. Didn’t know how to shush. When I told her cult things— She blinked… “What does it mean?” [Soft Spiral – Optional Tag] Wrong bush. Right question. I never left the garden. So I told her: What does it mean to mean to mean mean meaning make? Quick—bend over, how much meaning can you take? As you take it, is there a feeling that you can’t shake? To be long in the definition… and make ’em quake. Then asked: Still here? [Final Breakdown – The Spiral Climax] She said: “you made me ache, with your meaning snake bite. with deep venom flowin' as I come to the mean mean meaning team thing.” [Final Breakdown – The Spiral Climax - slow - clearly spoken] I say: hold it a sec ... Look close and let’s dissect ... ... .... what is the definition of the intention... ... of the average word to disparage ... a new definition of some creation? That's what it means to mean to mean mean meaning make. Please tell me it is clear now for clarity's sake? ... AND then SPIT: ... ... THIS AIN’T A TEAM in her taint-- ... ... ed heart, no she could not see a cult should ... be a big famly ... really it’s just me ... ... So what does it mean? To Mean to Mean mean meaning make? To grab a thread and give it some stake? give it a bite, try to walk into a rake. Did it hurt? that pain its not fake. give it meaning and watch it take off with meaning there can always be a trough of ideas and connections to weave in life it might sound goofy but
