Voices yelling in my head Saying things that I’ve never said Pushing me to do a bad thing Close my eyes this is gonna sting Melting away from the things that hurt My breathing slows I’m less alert Then I dream that this ain’t real This ain’t my life I just can’t feel The pain you caused when left me here I can’t, I’ll never give you one more tear Too bad this stupor will never last The high goes away too damn fast I can’t breathe when someone says your name The voices start so fire up that flame The shot goes straight to my head I know one day that I’ll end up dead Hopefully this makes the voices go away I can’t keep living like this every day Then I dream that this ain’t real This ain’t my life I just can’t feel The pain you caused when left me here I can’t, I’ll never give you one more tear Things go black, there isn’t a sound I wake up and I look around Everyone I know is in this room I can even smell your perfume I walk to the casket and I look down I gasp and turn around Everyone just stares at me I can’t believe just what I see Then I dream that this ain’t real This ain’t my life I just can’t feel The pain you caused when left me here I can’t, I’ll never give you one more tear She was sittin’ in the front row cryin’ I can’t forgive myself for dyin’ My mom can’t even stand This is not at all what I had planned I was selfish just thinking of me God please hear my plea Then I dream that this ain’t real This ain’t my life I just can’t feel The pain you caused when left me here I can’t, I’ll never give you one more tear
