# TORTURE ME [INSATIABLE END] [Intro — Complete Silence, No Instruments] [Close-Mic Female Whisper, Cold and Detached, Spoken Not Sung] Tell me... Is this all? ...What am I waiting for? [Long Silence] I don't know. [One Low Dissonant Guitar Note, Let It Ring] [Verse 1 — Low Female Spoken Voice, Dry and Intimate] [No Drums, Minimal Low Guitar Drone] Torture me more. I want to know myself. Why can't I feel a thing? Are you laughing? Or... Am I the one who's laughing? ...Does it matter? [Verse 2 — Low Female Spoken-Sung, Slow Deliberate Phrasing] [Deep Bass Enters, Sparse Guitar Dissonance, No Busy Drums] If there's something Beyond the pleasure... I just want to know. Just a little further. Just a little more. I thought I'd find myself Somewhere beyond this place. I close my eyes. Nothing changes. I call my name. Nobody answers. Tell me... Who's inside of me? [Pre-Chorus — Restrained Melodic Female Singing, Gradually Increasing Tension] [Slow Heavy Pulse, Widely Spaced Drum Impacts] But now... I can't feel anything. Torture me more. I want to know. Can't you hear me? I'm right here. So close to you... Yet nowhere to be found. [Long Instrumental Gap — Dissonant Guitar Sustains, Then Cuts] [Chorus — Desperate Melodic Female Vocal, Voice Cracking Naturally] [Crushing Slow Guitar Riffs, Deep Bass, Heavy Half-Time Drums] [Melodic Screams on Final Lines, Clear Words, No Death Growl Yet] Give me more pain! Make me hurt! I'm begging you! If I'm still here... Make me feel something! Love me. Hate me. I don't care anymore. Just make me feel... Something real. Give me back... The me I used to be! [Sudden Full-Band Cut] [Complete Silence] [Spoken — Small, Confused, Almost Emotionless] ...Huh? [Verse 3 — Cold Low Female Voice, Spoken-Sung] [Single Dissonant Guitar Note, No Drums] Now all I feel is pain. If that's what it means to be alive... Then tell me. Why am I alive? [Pause] Somebody, answer me. ...Anybody? [No Response] [Soft, Dry Female Chuckle] ...Heh. [Breakdown — Brief Low Female Death Growls, Isolated and Brutal] [Irregular Low Guitar Impacts, No Continuous Double-Kick] NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING! [Sudden Melodic Female Scream, Full Voice] IF THERE'S NOTHING LEFT... WHAT DID I LOSE?! IF THERE WAS NOTHING THERE... WHAT HAVE I BEEN CHASING?! [Hard Cut — Complete Silence] [Spoken Monologue — Close-Mic Female Voice, Exhausted, No Music] [Natural Breathing, Uneven Pauses, No Singing] You know... I've been searching for so long. I thought something would change If I could just go further. More than yesterday. More than a moment ago. More... More... MORE... [Unsteady Breath] But... What was I trying to find? [Long Silence] What am I asking for? And who am I asking? [Brief Inhale] ...Heh. [Build — Dissonant Guitar Slowly Rising, No Drums] [Whisper Becomes Speech, Speech Becomes Melody] Why am I alive? Why am I alive? WHY AM I ALIVE?! [Full-Band Impact — Slow, Crushing Half-Time Rhythm] [Final Chorus — Melodic Female Vocal Breaking Into Raw Screams] NOW ALL I FEEL IS PAIN! IF THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS TO BE ALIVE! THEN TELL ME! IS THIS WHO I AM?! IS THIS WHO I AM?! IS THIS— [Sudden Hard Stop] [Complete Silence — Hold the Silence] [Spoken — Small, Confused, Almost Childlike] ...Oh. [Soft, Dry Female Laughter] Heh... Hehehe... [Unstable Laughter, Gradually Louder, No Instruments] Ah... Ahahah... Ahahahahaha... [Uncontrolled Female Cackling, Ragged Breathing, Voice Breaking] [Distorted, Unsettling, Increasingly Manic] [No Music, No Choir, No Reverb Wash] AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA— [Cut Off Abruptly Mid-Laugh] [End — Absolute Silence]
