Reciprocity. In life, you give and take. May sometimes chase, but never stagnantly waits. In life, reap what you sow. So, did you water these seeds, with intentions to grow? Are you trying for honest? Or waiting on reciprocal? I've known since the ubilical, Your arrivals late to this miracle. Reciprocity. I'm my own muse. Still it's quite hard to choose. But my friends, they all do, what you chose to refuse. This isnt a one way street. Our dynamic was killing me. Resentment started brewing, Cant see the forest through the trees. Reciprocity. Just one word to sum up our end. I have regrets, for even letting you in. Relationships need trust. This much is very true. So, I beg the question, Why the hell should I trust you? You, who never speaks. Never gives me an inch. You, the vulnerability preacher, That shuts down at a compliment. Reciprocity. Im not afraid to take a risk. Its so clear to see, you are. And it hurts to know inside, You can only love from afar. Sometimes I feel like a number, A test tube for you to extract. No touch feels robotic, And kinda shit, to be exact. This isnt just about touch, This is all to do with trust. I know I act tough, but you ran When shit got rough. Reciprocity. I need reciprocity.
