oh ok hey it's mace today was really shit i hated every damn second everything i do and did? it don't matter for shit it all meant nothing bullshit, but it still hurts yeah so ok whatever i got high sensitivity i get high consistently i'm not doing ok, not ever nobody picks up the phone when i'm feelin like dying so i pick up the bottle chug it while I'm crying if nobody even cares why am i still fucking trying? think i took too much think i need some more took too much took too much need some more i took too much i need some more took too much need some more in the back of my brain i'm yelling at myself to quit i can't do anything til the after hour hits (til the after hour hits) don't hand me no cup need a one liter pour two joints rolled up need three or four more i know im fucked and sick you ain't gotta tell me shit can't quit checking my phone every time i take a hit five pills later am i even still here? think those last few sips were getting me somewhere fingers all tingling but my toes gone numb heart's still beating but my brain gone dumb think i took too much think i need some more took too much took too much need some more i took too much i need some more took too much need some more in the back of my brain i'm yelling at myself to quit i can't do anything til the after hour hits (til the after hour hits) when the after hour hits when i realize what i did when i see i failed again when pain and shame kicks in thats when the after hour is when the after hour hits thats when the after hour is when the after hour hits the after hour hits after hour hits think i took too much ...shit
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