(What it feels like!) [Verse 1] I kept your cup by the sink Like you might walk back in The room still knows your name Even if you don't My phone stays face down now No message, no sound Just me and that bruise You left under my skin [Pre-Chorus] And I try to stand up straight But the floor leans in I try to breathe it out But it stays within Every little thing I touch Turns back into you And I hate how quiet Can feel so loud again [Chorus] What it feels like, falling through a locked door What it feels like, being happy even my heart sore I smile in public, break when I get home I say I'm fine, but I'm not all right alone [Verse 2] Your jacket on the chair Still holds the shape of you The cold in the sleeves Is sharper than the truth I walked past our place And did not look up Some ghosts don't need a face They just know enough [Pre-Chorus] And I try to stand up straight But the floor leans in I try to breathe it out But it stays within Every little thing I touch Turns back into you And I hate how quiet Can feel so loud again [Chorus] What it feels like, falling through a locked door What it feels like, being happy even my heart sore I smile in public, break when I get home I say I'm fine, but I'm not all right alone [Bridge] Maybe time will loosen this knot Maybe my hands will stop shaking Maybe one day this ache Won't feel like waking But tonight it's heavy Tonight it stays I miss who I was Before you changed my shape [Chorus] What it feels like, falling through a locked door What it feels like, being happy even my heart sore I smile in public, break when I get home I say I'm fine, but I'm not all right alone
