Winner at Losin’

[Intro | spoken | tired, honest] Yeah… Ain’t much for luck. Ain’t much for prayers either. Just somehow still here. ⸻ [Verse 1 | rap] I ain’t much for gamblin’ But I’ve rolled the dice more times than I should. Life hit me hard from the jump, Never really gave a damn if I stood. Busted knuckles, late notices, Old truck held together with hope. Everybody got advice when you’re sinkin’, Ain’t many grabbin’ the damn rope. Every lesson cost me somethin’. Every mistake left a scar. Spent years actin’ like I’m alright When I was barely makin’ it this far. Still get up, still punch in, Still carry weight that ain’t mine. Still tell everybody I’m good When my head’s been a battlefield all night. ⸻ [Chorus | sung] I ain’t got nothin’ left to prove, Most days feel like one more loss. Keep holdin’ onto things I should’ve left Even when they cost what they cost. Feels like every step gets harder, Like the ground keeps givin’ way. I didn’t ask for half this shit, But I keep showin’ up anyway. Everybody loves a winner, Hell, I’m just survivin’ bruisin’. Story of my whole damn life… I’m a winner at losin’. ⸻ [Verse 2 | rap] Some folks blame bad luck. Some say it’s choices I made. Truth is life don’t hand out answers, It just keeps addin’ shit to the plate. I’ve sat alone in dark rooms Tryin’ to figure out what’s wrong. Wonderin’ how the hell everybody else Makes broken look so strong. Trust got burned a long time ago. Faith packed up and disappeared. Now I keep my guard up high And keep my mouth shut about fear. Got people countin’ on me. Got bills stacked up like bricks. Can’t afford to fall apart When everybody needs me fixed. ⸻ [Chorus | sung] I ain’t got nothin’ left to prove, Most days feel like one more loss. Keep holdin’ onto things I should’ve left Even when they cost what they cost. Feels like every step gets harder, Like the ground keeps givin’ way. I didn’t ask for half this shit, But I keep showin’ up anyway. Everybody loves a winner, Hell, I’m just survivin’ bruisin’. Story of my whole damn life… I’m a winner at losin’. ⸻ [Verse 3 | rap | emotional] Slept in my truck more than once, Radio barely makin’ a sound. Watchin’ headlights pass by, Wonderin’ why I still stick around. Seen good men break from pressure. Seen assholes get everything. Seen hard work get overlooked While shortcuts got rewarded again. That’s when I figured it out. Life ain’t fair and never was. Nobody’s comin’ to save you, You either fight or collect dust. So I keep movin’ forward, Even when I’m runnin’ on fumes. Even when my mind says quit, And every damn door says doomed. ⸻ [Bridge | sung/spoken] Another day gone… Another bill paid… Another smile faked… Another memory I wish would’ve stayed. I never figured life out. Never learned all the rules. Just kept puttin’ one foot down Like every stubborn damn fool. ⸻ [Final Chorus | bigger, emotional] I ain’t got nothin’ left to prove, Most days feel like one more loss. Keep holdin’ onto hope somehow Even after what it costs. Feels like every step gets harder, Like the road keeps wearin’ thin. I didn’t choose this fight, But I damn sure ain’t quittin’. Everybody loves a winner, Hell, I’m still here, still bruisin’. Story of my whole damn life… I’m a winner at losin’. Yeah… A winner at losin’.