Why, why, why...

Do you think of me when you say all these words? It's like stones are falling from your lips. I'm going down. Why? Everything I've turned a blind eye to slaps me in the face. The water is as cold as ice. The water embraces me. Your every word will stay with me forever. I'm sinking to the bottom, Why, why, why Did I decide to tolerate such an attitude? Don't I deserve more? What do you think about when all these stones fall from your lips? This mountain will forever shelter my heart. I go to the bottom, the water embraces me. Why, why, why... humility is not a benefactor when you bury yourself under a cloak of pain and resentment. I'm still thinking about you when I say all these words. Why, why, why Did I decide to tolerate such an attitude? Don't I deserve more? Do I have the strength to push off and float to the surface?