NUMB

[Verse 1] The armor I wear is getting heavy I said I don’t care but I care plenty I’ve been climbing this hill never sitting still thought I wasn’t ready I said I don’t feel I was chasing something not real a kind of euphoria, dopamine rush never took time to heal now I can’t feel your touch ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] I sharpened my pain made it a blade cut out the parts that felt afraid I called it strength I called it fate but I was just building a colder cage ⸻ [Chorus] ’Cause I’m numb on a throne that’s made of ice I feel numb whenever I close my eyes kingdom come was just a lie I feel numb I feel numb ⸻ [Verse 2] I froze every tear before it could fall told myself kings don’t cry at all but the silence screams inside these walls and I’m tired of standing tall ⸻ [Bridge (Surrender)] I don’t want to fight tonight I don’t want another war I don’t want to wear this crown if it means I feel no more I don’t want to guard these gates I don’t want to swing this sword if being strong means shutting down I don’t want it anymore ⸻ [Final Chorus (stripped, slightly altered option)] I’m numb on a throne that’s made of ice I was numb every time I closed my eyes kingdom come was just a lie I was numb I was numb