I’m pregnant (August 1995) If I am pregnant it had to be this way, a surprise for all that is here to stay. Perhaps 3 is a bundle and 2 was just right, but I did want a family around me at night. Relying on two kids is better than one and 3 kids to care for should be so much fun. All of a sudden my life is in change new bedrooms and plans, a total new game. God was so opened to Johannas night prayers, she prayed for Tia Susy and a brother for hers. My only worry now is if the baby is fine, I took so much medicine and so out of line. Another Zeller baby and 6 years apart, can now be a company when the 2 others part. Sometimes we do say, “from this glass I won’t drink” then God smiles and gives you a full glass and he winks. This all got me thinking it’s God blessing my home, with a joy in our life’s so we won’t be alone. To Phillip (February 1999) You came just at the right time, lighting up my life, my heart and soul. God couldn’t have sent me a better, happier and livelier child. You are so overwhelmingly great, I can’t help but falling in love with you each day a little more. Your spirit is so bright, it attracts everyone you come in contact with. You are so determined and sure of what you want. Your magnetism and charm just captivates everyone and you spread happiness all over.
