I Tried Can Anyone Hear Me Omega 8

The silence Cuts so deep In the night I'm paranoid I'm lost to the void Did I even make any noise Was music a good choice It was and has always been my only voice Late but in the morning, I feel like something missing Feeling so burnt out I wonder if I'll figure it out Feeling that no matter what I try I'll never figure it out nothing's going to work Writing to the point of no return I struggle to life a pen again To hope my words my reach another's heart that begs To be heard that screams and cries just as much as I have wanted to die Almost every day of my life I got to this point but now what It never mattered how hard I tried in the end it was for my ears only For the doctors that treat me to the pills I choke down I hate that I wasted 30 years of my life Just trying to fucking survive To get the courage to do the unthinkable To use a talent, I've had my whole damn life Just to get so far To now be stuck in limbo do I go on Do I continue Didn't help anyone at all Was this all a delusion I should have known This world just to cold empty of all love and kindness I feel I won't get any farther Well, I There's no sign I didn't think there would be one any way I was going to end it last year I guess I should have I don't think I'm going to see tomorrow I don't think I ever want to care again I think this might be my last song Why share my voice When the world is a stage life a play That I was never invited to play in since nothing I've done has even been noticed at all I might as well end this story tonight Why should I even keep up the fight I'm going to give in tonight My lungs are too weak to scream I think I should just leave This might be my leave But I'm just going to hope and prey That tomorrow will be a better day As you don't want to die We've kept you alive all this time It's not your time to say goodbye But people are dead just like you This world never loved you and you know that now Just say goodbye to ever being able to live my dream It was never real The music industry is fake and propped up its rigged Controlled by our government Someone like me will never get to live their dreams no matter how much they try and bleed Try until the pint of death where you're hanging on to your last breath There's no such thing as fucking luck I've tried everything And I can't see a fucking thing With all this blood in front of me All my words damn to my pages Vomiting out tears from my eyes My words that now die I was hoping they would come alive And save me from this life To stop the suffering And finally live life but that's too much to ask That my art has a place with the mass But it was just a pipe dreams and I should end my mission That I need to stop chasing sharing my heart my life my experiences with the world was now just one big suicide letter Since I'm getting nowhere now, I'm stuck here crying out just hoping someone hears me who can hear my heart burn I just hope someone can hear me and I'm still not alone here