i don’t know why i exist in a world this cruel in a world that just takes, takes, takes i try my best, i really do but everything i do gets judged they ask for more of my time, all of me i say no, no, no not because i don’t care not because i don’t feel not because i don’t trust i’ve been used again and again for my body, my money, my emotional support giving too much i swore i’d never let that happen again they ask me for money i say no, no, no not because i don’t care not because i don’t see not because i don’t understand what it’s like to be born with privilege i was used for favours, for their pleasure for their convenience i learned the price of me i don’t want that back so my answer is not about you it’s about who i refuse to be again i won’t enable your easy if you want it, work for it so don’t call me selfish don’t call me cruel i know the cost i paid in full if you want something fight for it work for it like i did i’m not judging you i’m not shaming you i’m saying what hurt made me learn i will not become what used me if you want my help, earn it if you want my coin, earn it i’ve carried weight that wasn’t mine i gave until there was nothing left and no one came when i was empty so my no is not hate it’s survival my no is not judgment it’s protection my no is me finally choosing me so don’t call me selfish don’t call me cruel i know the cost i paid in full if you want something fight for it work for it like i did work for it like i did…
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