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My Own Worst Lover

Same old song...Same old me... I blame the wine I blame the rain I blame the ghosts inside my brain But truth be told When morning comes I’m the one I’m running from You call me up I let you in Knowing how this always ends Same old fire Same old smoke Same old promises that broke And I know better Lord I do But better never stops me From loving you I’m my own worst lover Breaking my own heart again My own worst lover Calling trouble my best friend I light the match Then curse the flame But I keep playing The same old game I’m my own worst lover Mama said Girl learn your worth Don’t keep digging in the dirt But here I am In heels at two Drinking to forget the truth That I like danger More than peace And silence scares the hell out of me A steady hand Feels strange somehow Guess chaos feels like home right now And I see clearly Through the haze Still I walk right in The same mistakes I’m my own worst lover Breaking my own heart again My own worst lover Calling trouble my best friend I light the match Then curse the flame But I keep playing The same old game I’m my own worst lover Maybe one day I’ll learn to choose Something softer Less bruised and blue But tonight I’m dancing with my sins Again... I’m my own worst lover Still chasing what I can’t hold My own worst lover Trading warmth for something cold I know the truth But truth ain’t enough When you’re addicted To dangerous love I’m my own worst lover Mmm... Same old song... Same old me...