Firestorm

Firestorm, baby, you burned it all and walked away Left me holding nothing but the change you made I still taste the smoke in the way I breathe today Can’t let you go… I don’t even want to be saved You came in like warm lightning, quiet and raw Flipped something inside me I never saw Left sparks running deep where I used to be safe Now the old version of me feels like a stranger in my place I should move on… I should kill the flame… But I keep feeding it slowly with your name… You’re gone I’m not Why does this emptiness feel more alive than before? Firestorm, swallow what’s left of me Haunt me from a distance, set my quiet free You changed the temperature inside my soul Now I’m colder than ever but I miss the control you stole Firestorm, I crave the way you broke me open The beautiful unrest you left me soaked in I was half alive, numb on default You woke something in me… then took it when you walked out Sparks in my veins… This new hunger you gave… The way I can’t go back… To who I was before… Why do I miss the burn? Why does peace feel like drowning? I catch myself searching for that feeling in the air The version of me that only existed when you were there Other people offer comfort, steady and kind But they don’t reach the part of me that you rewired I’m addicted to the ache… To the man you turned me into… Stay gone and ruin me… I don’t know how to undo you… Firestorm, baby, you burned it all and walked away But your fire still lives in the man I am today I chase the smoke through these ordinary days Addicted to the version of me you created in flames Firestorm, don’t you ever fade away Stay inside my system, inside what you rearranged I was sleeping through life, barely awake You destroyed me softly… and I’ve never been the same You already left… But the fire stayed… I still want more… I still want more… Firestorm…