Jeyffa - I want the real one

[Verse 1] I paid a rat to be your ghost He fucked me harder than you ever could He whispered "good boy" — I almost broke But when I closed my eyes — it wasn't good [Pre-chorus] He wore your skin He had your chin But not your hate Not your sin [Chorus] I want the real one The one who punches my face The one who hates me with grace I want the real one Who leaves me cold on the table Who's willing but never able To stay [Verse 2] You fucked me twice. You didn't kiss. You lit a cigarette. You exist. And that's enough. That's more than him. His sweetness made my head too dim. [Pre-chorus] I need your silence Your violence Your indifference Is my only deliverance [Chorus] I want the real one The one who punches my face The one who hates me with grace I want the real one Who leaves me cold on the table Who's willing but never able To stay [Bridge — screaming into soft] FIVE THRUSTS — that's all it took To break the hero, to close the book But you don't care. You never kiss. I'm just a monster you need to kill. [Outro — fading whisper] So kill me slowly... Kill me gently... I don't want your ghost... He doesn't know me... [Final] Real one... only real one...