I Don't Not Disagree

[Verse 1] I wouldn’t say it’s not preferable To remain not unhorizontal still It’s not entirely unappealing To not engage with required will I’m not incapable of not choosing To avoid ungetting up today It’s not an unwilling absence Just a not unnecessary delay [Verse 2] I don’t not perceive the world As not entirely impersonal It’s not that it lacks all warmth Just consistently not interpersonal I wouldn’t claim it’s not tolerable That would be not inaccurate at best But I’m not unconvinced that existing Is not something I’d rather not test [Chorus] I don’t not dislike The idea of not staying here Doing things I wouldn’t choose If I didn’t have to appear I’m not uninterested In a life I didn’t earn Where I accidentally win it all And intentionally don’t return [Verse 3] I’m not suggesting it’s not personal Though it’s not entirely not that I wouldn’t say I don’t not mind The structure I’m required to not combat It’s not that I dislike the person Just the not impersonal role they play I don’t not resent the expectation That I comply in a non-optional way [Breakdown – spoken, minimal instrumentation] I’m not not fine I’m not not not okay I don’t not disagree With what I didn’t not say It’s not not nothing But it’s not not not enough I wouldn’t not leave If I wasn’t not stuck [Outro – softer, clearer delivery] I’m probably alright… Just not in a way that works