[Verse 1] I didn’t know, I didn’t understand, Just a frightened girl in someone else’s hands. No room to breathe, no chance to choose, No words that felt like mine to use. They spoke so fast, they called it care, While I sat frozen in the sterile air. They never asked what my heart feared— Only what they came to do. [Chorus] I tried to fight through the fear and shame, But no one there could hear my name. I prayed through tears they couldn’t see As a heartbeat slipped away from me. I wasn’t heartless. I wasn’t free. I was just a girl they couldn’t see. And I still love the life I lost— The one I couldn’t save, whatever the cost. [Verse 2] Bright white lights and a drifting haze, Fragments of voices, a blur of days. I reached for Jesus in the dark, Holding to one small living spark. The room moved on, the silence stayed, And part of me was left afraid. But somewhere deep beneath the pain, A whisper said, “You will rise again.” [Bridge] For years I carried hidden grief, A wound that never found relief. I asked the Lord why I remained When everything inside was changed. And in the night I heard Him say, “I was with you through that day. What was taken is not unknown— No child is ever lost alone.” [Final Chorus] I tried to fight through the fear and shame, And Heaven still remembers the name. I bring my tears, my guilt, my scars, To the One who heals what breaks our hearts. I’m not the girl who disappeared. I’m still standing, still here. And I still love the life I lost— The one I couldn’t save, whatever the cost. [Outro] I didn’t die in that cold room. Grace carried me through the ruin. The child I lost is held above, And I remain to sing of love.
