[ (C) 2026 Joseph M Lenard media SEND US FEEDBACK (via CTP Show): https://www.buzzsprout.com/2210487/fan_mail/new - https://tinyurl.com/SubscribeToCTP - CTP Audios: https://tinyurl.com/CTPonBuzzsprout - CTP Videos: https://tinyurl.com/CTPonBITCHUTE - https://tinyurl.com/CTPgear - https://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitGear - AI images/videos/audio CTP uses: https://tinyurl.com/GalaxyMagicaAI - https://tinyurl.com/BookPromotionViaFiverr ] [Verse 1] I got no friends None even online Not even any exist In my head Not like I don't try But I can't seem to find Every door stays shut Every name fades out [Pre-Chorus] Leaves me in a state of dread Walking round with a heavy head I keep reaching out But the room stays bare [Chorus] schizophrenic I'm not like that I'm all quiet in my head schizNOFRENic No storm, no crack Just silence upstairs instead (I keep it all in) (I keep it all in) [Verse 2] I'm not schizophrenic Exactly the opposite No voices in the hall No monsters on the wall Just me and the clock And the same old ache Trying to act okay When my chest feels fake [Pre-Chorus] Leaves me in a state of dread Walking round with a heavy head I keep reaching out But the room stays bare [Chorus] schizophrenic I'm not like that I'm all quiet in my head schizNOFRENic No storm, no crack Just silence upstairs instead (I keep it all in) (I keep it all in) [Bridge] If you see me slip Don't call me cold I'm just running on A borrowed hold Give me one small sign One real reply I don't need a crowd Just one that's mine [Final Chorus] schizophrenic I'm not like that I'm all quiet in my head schizNOFRENic Not even online, also there I lack Just silence upstairs instead (I keep it all in) (I keep it all in) [outro, play on old Mr Rogers Neighborhood] Hello... It's a beautiful day to say you're a friend... won't you be my... friend.... neighbor? [ As author of https://tinyurl.com/LifeAndLivingSeries of books, about human nature, I had coined NON CLINICAL/MEDICAL SCHZOPHRENIA - we all have cycles, seasons. Ups, downs, good days, bad days. Moods that can change how we present on any given day. Happy, sad, funny, upset, etc. Now from online (one: https://truthsocial.com/@JLenardDetroit/posts/116568585403407914) discussions out of that grown my sczNOFRENic (absent friends, even any in my head) joke song. ]
