Battle for my mind I wake up in the chaos in the storm behind my eyes Every thought is heavy every heartbeat is a fight Trying to hold on but the pressure never dies Borderline is burning like a wildfire inside I feel the shift I feel the break Racing thoughts I cannot shake All these emotions hit like waves But I am trying to stay awake This is the battle for my mind Fighting shadows every time Deep inside the borderline I am trying not to lose my life Crushing weight Heavy breath Flood of fear Pounding chest Tension rising Nothing left But I still push Against the stress Some days I am fire some days I disappear I love too hard I fear too loud I ache when no one hears I break then rebuild everything I hold dear Trying to calm the storm and learn to steer I feel the wounds I feel the ache I feel the ground begin to shake But every moment I reclaim I take my broken and reshape This is the battle for my mind Every loss becomes a sign Every fall I realign I can feel the peace inside Slow the storm Slow the pain Find the breath Break the chain Let the noise Fade away I can rise Again today I learned that healing is a climb Not a race and not a sign Of weakness or of wasted time I am learning how to draw the line Between the chaos and the divine I fought the battle for my mind And after everything I find There is peace beneath the borderline**
