[Verse 1] I say what I feel Then I back away and don't say anything Hood up, headphones in Like I’m holding myself back, to not show my emotions Am I too loud? Then I go quickly quite... Am I too much? Then just tell me to shut the fuck up! I want the truth But I know that it will hurt [Pre-Chorus] I hold my feelings back, Secretly I hope anyone will notice that something is wrong Am I too much for myself to handle? I want to open up but just end up closing more and more... [Chorus] Am I a monster? Or just hurt and trying to hide it? I show my heart But then I keep on hiding... Am I a monster? Tell me what you see! Tell me why am I so lonely? I want love but also don't want to hurt anyone! ( monster, monster, monster, monster) [Verse 2] I keep hiding in my shadow When I walk inside a room it goes quite I want to be myself But I guard my hurt little me... My voice starts shaking first When it matters most I look at my hands and I only see scars that are not pretty at all... [Pre-Chorus] Ich unterdrücke meine Gefühle... Insgeheim hoffe ich, dass jemand merkt, dass etwas nicht stimmt. Bin ich zu viel für mich selbst? Ich möchte mich öffnen, aber am Ende verschließe ich mich immer mehr. [Chorus] Bin ich ein Monster? Oder nur verletzt und versuche es zu verbergen? Ich zeige mein Herz. Doch dann verstecke ich mich wieder... Bin ich ein Monster? Sag mir, was du siehst! Sag mir, warum bin ich so einsam? Ich sehne mich nach Liebe, aber ich will auch niemanden verletzten! (Monster, Monster, Monster, Monster) [Bridge] Maybe I’m not broken... Maybe I’m just scared? Maybe all this armor Just to keep me safe...? [Final Chorus] Am I a monster? Or just hurt and trying to hide it? I show my heart But then I keep on hiding... Am I a monster? Tell me what you see! Tell me why am I so lonely? I want love but also don't want to hurt anyone! (Ich bin ein Monster - Monster, Monster, Monster)
