Can you tell me why you left me after saying we were good in my head I hear the echoes of never knowing where I stood Blindsided by departure I'm the truck struck by a train You’re the arrow from an archer you fly across my sky of pain [Chorus] Now I wander through my days My mood is always flat I'm lost in the malaise Like I don't know where I'm at Like I don't know where I'm at You took the dog and cat and left me with the fish I put my face up to his bowl and confess my darkest wish Love kicks you in the teeth Still, we do it all again we slide the knife out of the sheath and put the poison in the pen [Chorus] Now I wander through my days My mood is always flat I'm lost in the malaise Like I don't know where I'm at Like I don't know where I'm at You threw me for a loop I feel the victim of a crime I struggle to regroup I want to drink the turpentine I wonder, do you miss me? are you ever coming back would you then just re-dismiss me and toss me to the black [Chorus] Now I wander through my days My mood is always flat I'm lost in the malaise Like I don't know where I'm at Like I don't know where I'm at