The Idea of You

Lights on the ceiling 4 a.m. again Said I was leaving Never know when Your name in the static Hands on my phone I don’t react, I Just let it go Say I’m fine, say it twice If I say it enough, maybe it’s right Running circles in my room I don’t miss you, I miss the truth I don’t want you I want the idea of you Something I could hold onto When the nights got cruel I don’t need you I need something to lose I don’t love you I love the idea of you Crowds in the distance Calling my name They see a picture I feel the frame I play it louder So I don’t think About the silence I never beat Say it’s real, say it’s fate Say we were more than a moment too late Running circles, nothing new I don’t miss you, I miss the truth I don’t want you I want the idea of you Something I could fall into When I didn’t know what to do I don’t need you I need something to prove I don’t love you I love the idea of you The idea, the idea The idea of you The idea, the idea Yeah, I do Maybe I’m scared of the real thing Maybe I’m bad at breathing When it’s not a dream Maybe I hide in the echo Say your name like a placebo Just to feel something I don’t want you I want the idea of you Something that I could run to When I’m coming loose I don’t need you I need something I knew I don’t love you I love the idea of you The idea of you The idea of you