Fifteen years of building up a life from the ground We were young and blind to the world spinning round We got past the rough times when everything would fail But then my health collapsed and the world turned pale Woke up in the dark with my life torn apart Fighting just to breathe right back at the start I lost myself completely, pushed everyone away Became non-existent, trapped inside the grave And while I fought to survive you chose to cheat and run Leaving me to face the damage of what you had done Now you say it's all my fault and you had your reasons why Leaving me to heal alone underneath the frozen sky Am I gonna be blue Or am I to be black Crossing paths of every color Sometimes I feel the yellow rays And I've started to feel The reds and pinks of love again Time keeps moving forward I remember it wasn't long ago I thought I didn't have to worry about time just yet Getting to the very end of a bitter story At least it may end on the reds and pinks Instead of the grey I see today Tell me that I'm broken, that I ruined what we made Watching fifteen years of history start to fade I know I did the right things, I know I gave my all But I'm sitting in the quiet, staring at the wall Feeling like I am the break, like I'm not worth the air Asking why I even try when nobody is there Am I gonna be blue Or am I to be black Crossing paths of every color Sometimes I feel the yellow rays And I'm starting to feel The reds and pinks of love again Time keeps moving forward I remember it wasn't long ago I thought I didn't have to worry about time just yet Getting to the very end of a bitter story At least it may end on the reds and pinks Instead of the grey I see today I survived the crash, I survived the fall I'm standing right here after losing it all You left me alone to deal with the break But I am still breathing for my own sake Why try? Because I am still here Swallowing the anger, swallowing the fear Time keeps moving forward I remember it wasn't long ago I thought I didn't have to worry about time just yet Getting to the very end of a bitter story At least it may end on the reds and pinks Instead of the grey I see today Instead of the grey, the reds and pinks I'm still worth the air Time keeps moving Just let it go
