I am a Butterfly

Intoxicated So many questions doubts and fears clouding her mind
The why's and the how's creeping inside it makes no sense at all 
The what's and the where's blocking every thoughts blurring her sanity
The could it be's and the maybe's wavering like the seas crushing every sand castles delicately made 
And the but's and yet's echoes like a whirl of a storm along the toxic waters. The journey taken isn't straight and narrow
The path? - Walking is like an uphill battle and the climb so steep 
The tunnel seem endless and tiring the light is too far ahead
Each step is heavy her feet feels like being dragged in chains 
With every move she feels nauseated intoxicated as her blood runs through every part of her. Asking all the questions there she finds a glimmer of hope peeking 
Putting all the answers there she finds her faith along the way
Taking the journey there she finds her unmarked courage soaring 
Gathering all the strength there she finds her spirit set free
And finding her soul she discovered real love and living. Chorus In her eyes - I see pain behind every smile
In her smile - I sense loneliness and the whispered prayer
In her prayers - I hear her silent cries and ardent wishes
In her wishes and every tear - I can feel true strength and real courage End
And in that strength...in her courage - there I have found a pure heart showing love like no other.