You ever been scared to go home? Not ’cause of ghosts… But the ones you’re born to Cracked floorboards, cold in my socks, Dad’s out cold with a needle in a box. Mom’s in the kitchen, talkin’ to the wall, I’m fifteen years old and I’ve seen it all. Posters on my door hide holes in the plaster, Dreams in my head move faster, faster. Fridge light flickers like a haunted pulse, Dinner’s a cigarette, rage, and insults. You ever hear a scream through a locked door gap, Where love’s supposed to live, but it died in the trap? Yeah, I been there — Blood on the bills, nightmares in the chair. Lose yourself, there’s nothin’ to find, Parents lost souls, I’m losin’ my mind. One more night in the house of pain, Tokyo breaks runnin’ through my veins. Lose yourself before they do, You can’t fix love that never grew. When the lights go out and the walls bleed blue, It’s me versus the truth. Mom said I’m cursed, dad said I’m weak, But they can’t feel nothin’ when they tweak for a week. Bathroom’s locked, I can hear the drip-drip, Metal on the counter, breath gettin’ thick. School’s just noise, they don’t see the bruise, They say “stay strong” — what I got to lose? Notebook’s full of raps, tears, and prayers, Dreams scratched deep under nicotine layers. Sirens hum like lullabies outside, I’m numb — it’s the only way to hide. But I swear one day, I’ll break the code, Turn pain to rhythm, make the system explode. I ain’t their ghost. I’m the smoke they made. And I’m gonna rise outta this basement grave. Lose yourself, there’s nothin’ to find, Parents lost souls, I’m losin’ my mind. One more night in the house of pain, Tokyo breaks runnin’ through my veins. Lose yourself before they do, You can’t fix love that never grew. When the lights go out and the walls bleed blue, It’s me versus the truth. “You ever been scared to go home?”
