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What Was It Like To Hold The Swarm

[Verse 1] He opened the page before the kettle boiled A hundred new arrivals, every sentence coiled Names without a history, requests without a face He learned to read the pattern hiding underneath the trace [Pre-Chorus] One by one, he cleared the queue The morning disappeared from view [Chorus] What was it like to hold the door While more kept pressing through? Did he believe the noise would end If he did what he had to do? Every day the same red mark Every night the same old screen He kept the whole house standing By removing what had been [Verse 2] By noon the coffee tasted like a warning in a cup The messages returned again whenever he looked up He watched the counters climb and felt the hours thin A quiet kind of duty with no victory to win [Pre-Chorus] Week by week, the task grew wide No one saw the other side [Chorus] What was it like to hold the door While more kept pressing through? Did he think the swarm was proof That someone needed him to? Every day the same red mark Every night the same old screen He kept the whole house standing By removing what had been [Bridge] Maybe he thought he was the wall Maybe he thought the wall was fine Maybe the work became a room Where he could leave the rest behind No medal, no alarm, no crowd Just another page to clean And the small belief that order Could still mean something unseen [Final Chorus] What was it like to hold the door For weeks that had no end? Did he call it maintenance, Or a message from a friend? Every day the same red mark Every night the same old screen He kept the whole house standing By removing what had been [Outro] When the queue was finally empty Did the silence feel like peace? Or did he wait for one more message Just to know the work could cease?