
I Choose Me
I CHOOSE ME [Intro — whispered] Okay… You don't choose me. I accept it. And I won't chase you anymore. --- [Verse 1] I won't search for meaning inside your silence. I won't count the glances from the corner of my eye. I won't look behind me to see if you turned around, or wonder if your eyes stayed one second longer than they should. I won't turn your absence into another mystery. I won't learn another language just to understand your silence. Because somewhere deep inside, I already knew— You weren't coming. --- [Pre-Chorus] And yes, it hurts. Because I loved you. I loved you so deeply that for a little while I forgot— Love isn't a chase. --- [Chorus] You don't choose me. Okay. I won't chase you anymore. I won't wait outside your door hoping you'll open it for me. You don't choose me. Okay. I won't chase you anymore. And if your door closes, I'll find another way. For the first time— I choose me. Because I haven't yet forgot what love's all about --- [Verse 2] It's not one person running while the other walks away. It's not one step toward me While the other takes two steps back. It's not me proving that I'm worthy of you staying, making myself smaller just to fit inside your life. I'm tired of holding the door open with both my hands while you're push closing it from the other side. And no— I didn't stop loving you. I simply stopped abandoning myself just to keep me from losing you. I shouldn't have to but you choosing this for us. So okay I won't chase you anymore. --- [Pre-Chorus 2] And if someday you turn around, maybe I won't be there. Not because I wasn't waiting for you to return. But because— I turned forward where I was heading. --- [Chorus] You don't choose me. Okay. I won't chase you anymore. I won't read the signs written in the air. I won't wait for silence to change. You don't choose me. Okay. I won't chase you anymore. And if your road moves away from mine— I'll keep walking. I'll keep walking. I choose me. --- [Bridge — stripped back] All this time I thought I was waiting for you. But maybe— I was waiting for me. To stop inviting you. To stop letting you occupy space I was never sure you ever claimed Waiting to stop asking for a place inside somebody else's home. Waiting to stop becoming smaller just to belong. Waiting to stop looking behind me to see if you came back. Because the road didn't end when your door closed. There were other roads. Other rooms. Other people. Other versions of me waiting to be discovered. And now— I take all the love I carried for you and I don't throw it away. I don't deny it. I won't force it out. I'll learn how. I'll give it back to myself. --- [Final Chorus — full, expansive] You don't choose me. Okay. And now— I'm okay. I won't chase you anymore. I won't wait for a glance. I won't wait for a message. I won't wait for a sign. You don't choose me. Okay. That's the sign. And if your door closes— I'll find another way, for me to be. And if your road moves far away from mine— I'll walk my own way. You don't have to choose me, anymore. You don't have to come back. Because for the first time— I choose me. I choose me. I choose me. --- [Outro — almost whispered] It's not giving up. It's not defeat. It's not that I never loved you. It's a return. A return to me. Okay. I choose me. I choose me.

