I Don't Owe You Simple

Everybody wants the clean version Something easy they can understand A little line between the good and bad A little label they can put in their hand I don't have one I've changed my mind I've changed direction I've walked away I've doubled back I've said too much I've said nothing And I'm still standing where I'm at You can call it contradiction You can call it what you like I stopped trying to make myself Fit neatly in somebody else's life I don't owe you simple I can be wrong I can be certain I can get lost And still keep moving I can want more And change what more means You don't have to understand me I do There were days I played it smaller Just to keep the room at ease Cutting pieces from the edges So nobody had to deal with me Not anymore I'm done explaining every turn Before I even make it Done defending every choice Before I get the chance to take it If tomorrow changes everything Then everything can change I don't owe you simple I don't owe you clean I don't owe anybody The version they expected me to be I can be loud I can be quiet I can walk straight into the mess I can tear up every answer And still know myself I DON'T OWE YOU SIMPLE Never did