[Verse 1] I was a lit match, never learned to duck Kissed trouble on the mouth, called it luck Sixteen and my heart wide open like a wound Nobody tells you soft gets you broken that soon [Pre-Chorus] No one hands you a map for this shit You find your own way, you don’t fucking quit [Chorus] I’m not who I used to be, Christ, some nights I mourn her Loud thing, wild thing, never built a border Didn’t lose her, I just learned to carry weight She’s still in here, just wearing a tired face [Verse 2] Used to run from quiet like it’d catch me on fire Now I sit in it, call it the thing I require The girl who needed noise just to feel alive Grew up, found out peace is the harder high [Bridge: Spoken, Quiet] If I had it all to do again I’d do it worse, I’d do it louder I never needed saving, never needed a crown Just took me years to learn I could lay my armour down [Final Chorus: Raw, Cracking] I’m not who I used to be, but she’s not gone, she’s under Every scar’s a season, every storm’s a wonder Stopped outrunning her, started letting her lead She’s not who I was, she’s the reason I grew into me
