[Intro] [Verse 1] I run my hands over my scars I see myself in the mirror and hate it Every text turns into panic Every silence turns to scared I hold on to the once I love too much... Then I flinch when they leave I keep saying "stay with me" Like that could change anything... [Pre-Chorus] And I know what they see in me When I look at myself I see a broken boy... His heart was hurt too much His body doesn't feel like his Because he will never be what he wants to be... He reaches, then he regrets it He beggs, then he breaks He makes the same mistakes And calls that 'protecting himself' [Chorus] He's too needy, just too much... He's the one that pulls away He's too jealous, just too much... He leaves a mark on every heart He gets close, then scares them off He can't pretend like he doesn't know He's too hurt, just too much... And he hates how far he goes [Verse 2] I count their pauses thinking what I did wrong I read a face like a threat I ask one more question Then I drown in regret I make something comfortable to something tight... I Turn a joke into pain And when they need their own space The bad thoughts come to me again... [Pre-Chorus] Und ich weiß, was sie meinen Wenn sie mir gegenüber leise werden Es ist die Last meines Verlangens Es ist die Form meiner Bedürfnisse Ich strecke ihnen beide Hände entgegen Dann ziehe ich mich zurück, wenn sie fliehen Ich bin das Problem Also sag mir, was kann ich ändern...? [Chorus] Ich bin zu bedürftig, einfach zu viel... Ich bin derjenige, der alles zerstört. Ich bin zu eifersüchtig, einfach zu viel... Ich hinterlasse eine Spur in jedem Herzen. Ich komme nah heran, dann verjage ich sie. Ich kann nicht so tun, als wüsste ich es nicht. Ich bin zu verletzt, einfach zu sehr... Und ich hasse, wie weit ich gehe. [Bridge] If I could be easier, Less sharp at the edge If I could trust like they trust me... Without making a fuss Maybe love wouldn't feel Like broken pieces in my heart Maybe I'd stop bleeding At the sound of "I will never go" [Final Chorus - only voice no music, quite] And I know what they see in me When I look at myself I see a broken boy... My heart was hurt too much My body doesn't feel like mine Because I will never be what I want to be... I reach, then I regret it I beg, then I break I make the same mistakes And call that 'protecting myself'... [Outro]
