[intro] yeah [verse] it’s hard to believe in love in a world that i don’t feel like i’m enough don’t know how to trust cuz when i’m myself I’m always too much i’m a prude when I don’t want to rush when things get hard I tend to run hun it’s not you it’s me traumas got a chokehold on my reality you see love triggers my PTSD I just want peace no drama, always pick the wrong guy cuz I fall for the charm Not alarmed by love bombs my ego thinks i’m awesome so i assume they think it too can’t relate to anyone normal after all the shit i’ve been through got a target on my back to be used or abused yeah self aware enough to see i’m part of the problem, [pre chorus] you’d think I’d know better with my degree in psychology but when I fall in love I feel too much empathy see things from both sides, why people are who they are and do what they do it’s never black and white we all got demons that keep us up at night [chorus] Psychopaths, stalkers, criminals, addicts, avoidants, schizophrenics Lunatics, abusers and serial cheaters seems like i’m a magnet to them gotta end the cycle that causes that Don’t wanna be on TV with ‘em saying “she had a smile that lit up a room don’t wanna be a cold case file or a smell in the attic na na na [verse 2] I’m ride or die or get bored there’s no in-between bonnie and Clyde by your side, or act like you never existed more calculated and cold than toxic if I’m honest you’ll only ever see me loco if i’m jealous, or betrayed or hurt someone i rock with it’s funny, i’m sweet as pie most the time loyal for those I love even dispose a body and my revenge stories? No regrets when it’s justified I don’t stress [pre chorus] you’d think I’d know better with my degree in psychology but when I fall in love I feel too much empathy see things from both sides, why people are who they are and do what they do it’s never black and white we all got demons that keep us up at night [chorus] Psychopaths, stalkers, criminals, addicts, avoidants, schizophrenics Lunatics, abusers and serial cheaters seems like i’m a magnet to them gotta end the cycle that causes that Don’t wanna be on TV with ‘em saying “she had a smile that lit up a room don’t wanna be a cold case file or a smell in the attic na na na [bridge] got scars on my heart, soul, body and brain it’s okay I’m too numb to feel pain got a brain injury that usually soldiers get but I’m not a victim I’m built on resilience and brilliance ima be famous didn’t sell my soul cashed in on the trauma, turned it into gold [chorus] Psychopaths, stalkers, criminals, addicts, avoidants, schizophrenics Lunatics, abusers and serial cheaters seems like i’m a magnet to them gotta end the cycle that causes that Don’t wanna be on TV with ‘em saying “she had a smile that lit up a room don’t wanna be a cold case file or a smell in the attic na na na [outro] yeah yeah kick me when I’m down , not drowning I’m only coming back stronger revenge is my glow up, my success I’m a hot mess but ima get through this with a smile on my face
