The year that kept trying to knock me down I lost my wife and I cried I lost a lot of friends at the beginning of the year and I was sad I lost some pets, they went to the rainbow bridge. The wait for me and to be with my wife and heaven my car broke down permanently I gained having my cousin by my side I gained another loving woman I'm working on perspective, trying to figure myself out, what is my thing I will not break. I continue to go forward. I will continue to walk that line like johnny cash song about The sadness I feel is a beautiful sadness. Because I have loved, I have lost. I've had things they've been gone, but yet, I continue to smile, I continue to laugh now. Time to get to know myself. Figure out my thing and make that dream come true. A day where i'm comfortable, those I care about and love. So much that lifted me up in the darkest of times I can give a little back, and when my time comes to leave this world, I want people to know. I brought light to the world happiness to the world. And made people's day a little better I have grit i have strength, a strong will faith, and an unbelievable calm, all of a sudden at the universe is opening up to me. The biggest blessing i've ever thought. I'd receive and when I received that I will return all the love to the world and however, many years I have left, I will be the man who was never knocked down. No matter how hard life tried, I kept walking back line, smiling, laughing, being that light with a peace. I never thought I'd never find now. Let's keep walking. Till we're no longer able to walk, then we will walk in the stars in the heavens, alongside gods, friends, family pets and the ones we love, the most
