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October Twelfth

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[Intro – Soft piano, distant violin, whispered vocals] October eighth… I still remember that day. The flashing lights, the ambulance… And watching them take you away. I stood there frozen, With nothing I could do. If I had known what was coming… I'd have held on longer to you. [Verse 1 – Gentle, emotional clean vocals] I remember standing helpless As they carried you away, Trying to find the words to speak, But nothing came that day. I watched the doors close slowly, Heard the sirens disappear. Never thought that just four days later I'd face my greatest fear. I kept believing you'd come home, That everything would be alright. But hope was slipping through my hands With every passing night. [Pre-Chorus – Violin rises, guitars slowly enter] If I could turn back time, I'd never leave your side. There's so much I still wanted to say, Before we said goodbye. [Chorus – Powerful melodic guitars, emotional clean vocals] October twelfth, The day I lost my mother. The day the world kept turning, But mine would never recover. I still reach for your voice When everything falls apart. Though I can't hold you anymore, I'll always hold you in my heart. October twelfth… A date I'll never forget. I was your son then, And I'm your son now… Until my final breath. [Verse 2 – Restrained guitars, sorrowful violin] Sometimes I hear your laughter In the silence of my room. Sometimes I almost call you, Then remember you're not home. I think about the little things, The moments passing by. The things I never thought I'd miss Until we said goodbye. Mom, I wish we had one more conversation, One more chance to hear your voice. One more ordinary moment Before life took away that choice. [Pre-Chorus 2 – Building emotional intensity] And I still see those ambulance lights When I close my eyes at night. I couldn't stop them taking you, No matter how I tried. [Chorus – Full band, soaring vocals] October twelfth, The day I lost my mother. The day the world kept turning, But mine would never recover. I still reach for your voice When everything falls apart. Though I can't hold you anymore, I'll always hold you in my heart. October twelfth… A date I'll never forget. I was your son then, And I'm your son now… Until my final breath. [Bridge – Music drops to piano and solo violin] October eighth, I stood there helpless, Watching you disappear. October twelfth, I lost the person I always needed here. And if somehow you hear me, There's something you should know. No matter how much time goes by, I'll never let you go. I wish that I could tell you All the things I never said. But I'll remember your whole life, Not only how it ended. [Final Chorus – Powerful, emotional climax with layered clean vocals] October twelfth, The day I lost my mother. I could search a thousand lifetimes, But there'll never be another. And even though you're gone, Your love still carries me through. Every part of who I am Still holds a piece of you. October twelfth… I'll carry it somehow. I was your son then, And I'm your son now. [Outro – Solo violin, fading piano, soft vocals] October eighth… I watched them take you away. October twelfth… I lost you that day. But I'll remember your whole life, Not only how it ended. I love you, Mom… And I'll never forget you.