Soul Contracts- The Many Lives She Has Lived

This isn’t over… Sometimes I wish it would be I walk the trails where we once stood Wondering if you’re missing me I sit across that empty bench Where I last saw your face Holding silence in my hands Where you once left your trace I thought I saw a future Clear as morning light Now I’m mourning something That never came to life And I still feel you here But you’re nowhere in sight Every sign keeps leading me Back into the night This longing in my chest It won’t let me be free Everything says you’re coming back But you’re the one I don’t see I remember your eyes on mine Like time had never moved The shock of your return Like something still unproved But then you turned and walked away Shaking off my name Another hand you chose to hold And nothing feels the same Now the light don’t shine the same The air don’t even move Everything feels frozen still Like I’ve got nothing left to prove And I still feel you here But you’re nowhere in sight Every sign keeps leading me Back into the night This longing in my chest It won’t let me be free Everything says you’re coming back But you’re the one I don’t see Maybe I’m crazy… Maybe I’m insane… Maybe I’m just holding on To something I can’t explain I wish this bond would break Set my heart at ease Cause even in my dreams now You don’t comfort me This isn’t over… But I wish it could be… And still… I wonder…