EMESIS BLUE

Stuck in a time loop... Going through my katabasis. Personal hell... we are stuck inside the databases. Everything, it always repeats. Falling to my knees, and accepting defeat. But I can't take this anymore, this isn't fair! But I've seen the other side, IT'S ETERNITY IN THERE!! I HAVE SEEN THINGS THAT YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND!!! THOUGHT I WAS PREPARED BUT NOBODY HAS A PLAN! YOU THINK IT'S OVER, BUT IT KEEPS HAPPENING TO YOU, OUR SOULS ARE TRAPPED IN THE EMESIS BLUE... The line's blurring... as I fall to the bottom of hell... Do i have any chance now? I just cannot tell... Now my stomach is starting to sink... I've seen the other side, it's longer than you think... But I can't take this anymore, this isn't fair! But I've seen the other side, IT'S ETERNITY IN THERE!! I HAVE SEEN THINGS THAT YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND!!! THOUGHT I WAS PREPARED BUT NOBODY HAS A PLAN! YOU THINK IT'S OVER, BUT IT KEEPS HAPPENING TO YOU, OUR SOULS ARE TRAPPED IN THE EMESIS BLUE... Left alone... With no way back home... Lost everything... Wish I could go back to when this never happened... But we all die at some point, WHY NOT MAKE IT MULTIPLE TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMES!?!?!? I HAVE SEEN THINGS THAT YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND!!! THOUGHT I WAS PREPARED BUT NOBODY HAS A PLAN! YOU THINK IT'S OVER, BUT IT KEEPS HAPPENING TO YOU, OUR SOULS ARE TRAPPED IN THE EMESIS BLUE... FOREVER STUCK IN THIS ENDLESS ABYSS, MY MIND IS ROTTING AWAY, I DON'T THINK I CAN DEAL WITH THIS!! YOU THINK IT'S OVER, BUT IT KEEPS HAPPENING TO YOU, OUR SOULS ARE TRAPPED IN THE EMESIS BLUE...