- [Lyrics by Rainbone] - Learned to be a criminal, forgot to be a man, Was no master plan, no way to find out who I am. Mixed up in a dullness from the heartache and the pain, Took me over 20 years just learning how to feel and live again. These memories mistook every sight I’d seen, Are these memories from me or a distant daydream? Are these thoughts even real, are these things that I touch? What’s it mean when you feel? Can a heart ever heal? To cope when I feel tired of the troubles in my skin, The burning in my chest and the chaos thats within. Losing battles to myself, never knowing how to win, Crawling out the dark just to fall back in again. But these scars tell the story, the struggles that I’ve faced, A roadmap of my life, of the time I can’t replace. These memories mistook every sight I’d seen, Are these memories from me or a distant daydream? Are these thoughts even real, are these things that I touch? What’s it mean when you feel? Can a heart ever heal? To cope when I feel tired of the troubles in my skin, The burning in my chest and the chaos thats within. Losing battles to myself, never knowing how to win, Crawling out the dark just to fall back in again. But these scars tell the story, the struggles that I’ve faced, A roadmap of my life, of the time I can’t replace. These memories mistook every sight I’d seen, Are these memories from me or a distant daydream? Are these thoughts even real, are these things that I touch? What’s it mean when you feel? Can a heart ever heal? What’s it mean when the past is too heavy to hold? When the fire inside turns everything cold? Every day’s a battle, every step uphill, But I’m learning now, learning how to feel. These memories, they whisper, they haunt, they gleam, A mix of my truth and a distant daydream. I’m piecing it together, this story that’s mine, Trying to find my way, one step at a time.