[Intro][High pitched female vocals] Ouuuu Sometimes I think it'd be easier If you were gone for good Then I hate myself for feeling What no child ever should ... [Chorus – Haunting melody, layered female vocals] Why won't you face it, Mom—tell me why? Watch your babies break, Can’t look pain in the eye. Why won't you face it, Mom—tell me why? Countless times, I’ve cried Still hoping for a mother who will never arrive [Angry Verse – Intense male vocals, emotional gut punch, rhythmic urgency] Blame your trauma, blame your mother, blame whoever you choose Always running from yourself—tell me, what's your excuse? Blame your trauma, blame your brother, blame the world if you choose, running circles from reflections, scared to face your own truth, numbing pain every night just to hide from the proof, drowning deeper in denial while your children lose their youth You died once, learned nothing Trading love for numbness, your children's tears taste it every hit another reason to avoid what you knew— tell me, how much of us will you take down with you? [Melodic Refrain] Your numbness comes before us, year after year... Hating myself for hoping you'd just disappear.... [Bridge – Soft female vocals, emotional vulnerability, gentle strings] Mom, I know you're hurting—but your children bleed too Trapped inside your cycles, scared we'll end up just like you Can't you see our hearts break each time you walk away Still waiting for a mother who will choose her kids and stay mmmmm-mmmm [Verse] Every silence feels louder when you vanish again, choosing highs over healing, dodging pain till the end, I'm exhausted from hoping you'll find strength within, every call ends empty, just more lies you pretend, trading moments that matter for the numbness you chase, leaving scars on your children, each absence we trace, sometimes wishing you'd leave, just so this hurt would end, then guilt pulls me deeper, hating thoughts I defend.... [Final Chorus – Raw, emotional falsetto, silence between lines] Why won't you face it, Mom—tell me why? You'd rather let us carry you Than look pain in the eye I’ve grieved you alive More times than you've tried Still hope for a mother Who'll never arrive [Outro – Gentle piano fade, voice softening] Mom—tell me why You'd rather fade slowly Than choose us one time?