Flicker

[Intro] I'm just gonna be honest with you, I haven't been myself today. I've been struggling with my sin lately, and just weighted down and mad. But I'm fighting every day to be a better man. The man I want to be. In the meantime, I'm sorry I was off. [End] Off. . . Off, on, off, on, I flicker like a light switch, click-click- sin, got me trippin' in the pit, and I really want to quit. I never throw a fit, but I'm always one to tick, when I never can be rid, (in) my addiction. . . I been spinnin' and not winnin', til I finish and I'm triggered, I ain't with it I aint fibbin', for attention what my deal is, I dunno but what is real is- I'm not hearin' and not livin', and I hurting like a killin', me and everyone around me. I am spittin' with frustration, rigged like condemnation, sit in isolation, than walk and be a person, I deserve to be the villain, cause my pit I can't be fillin' with a life that's filled with filling, and I can't do this without you! [Outro] So I guess that's it. Just me venting. What I wanted to say. Just to tell you. Wait, I think I got another rhyme, hold that thought. [End] Rhymes-times, and I'm just making rhymes, in all of the times that I can't say it anyway else. So turn on a dime or absorb all the lines, that are letting me out of my hell.